Hello World

Hello World,

that's how an engineer starts a new tool, we create an output. That's how any living creature starts a new life, it creates an output. That's how everything starts, inside out.

Over the years many people I met asked me to start blogging. "You should blog", "Do you have a blog" and so on.

There are many reasons why I did not start one, lack of time and interest were my major reasons.


And why do I start now?
My life went upside down over night a couple of months ago and I thought I lost anything that matters to me. Actually I lost some parts that truly matter - not entirely, but I lost easy access to them. I lost many moments I will never get back and never experience personally now anymore. Truly to worry about
But other than that I lost my comfort zone. I lost what I thought was important, build up carefully over time, kept, conserved and balanced to stay as it is and that I can continue building on a weak base that only existed in my mind. And I kept building even more on this mindfuck and tried to balance and keep static of a weak thought in my head.
This is absolutely nothing to worry about.

It took a while to understand what matters and what not. The last part is definitely not to worry about.

While I ignored the joy, the true one over time, the past months gave me time to feel what truly matters to me. What am I, why am I, where do I wanna go, what's the goal, is there a goal, do we share that goal?